Asshole.
itâ(TM)s very confusing to me
I have the rights for tenancy. I could "buy" the property at a discount but never went down that road. It's a good place, ground floor, and two rooms, one which I want to later convert into a proper art studio. So really don't want to lose it or have it downgraded. If you do downgrade they will even offer you money for it. My family lived here, father and sisters, and after he died, sisters moved elsewhere, one married and lives in the US, another lives in Spain, I alone live here now. I had lodgers in the past, but I don't do this anymore as place is rather neglected, rundown: need new carpets, need walls repainted, furniture fixtures everything crumbling away. I don't even have a TV. So, again, despite being old, not a bad place. Not perfect. But oversees a park with trees and wildlife via a balcony. A good place for when I turn old one day not having to walk up stairs. Also very very silent during day and night. I like that. And if one day money comes in (has happened before in my life) first thing I will do is to completely renovate, refurbish the flat. I know Art doesn't make anyone rich - or just the lucky few. But teaching it can bring income. So, worse case scenario, I will specialise in Artistic Anatomy. Ultra specialised as there are almost no good teachers in London.
Sadly, computers, programming let me down badly. I, at one point, was the best SEO webdesigner ever. Seriously. I studied so hard to be a good programmer maybe I lacked the social skills or the hustle element. Maybe too much of a "perfectionist." would refuse to cut corners. I was a good coder and designer. Nobody care. Nobody hired me. Turned alcoholic. Then discovered Traditional Art and that turned my life around, I can program while drunk which is quite incredible - but I just simply cannot draw well for many days even, if I drink a tiny bit. A real incentive.
It is contrary to reasoning to say that there is a vacuum or space in which there is absolutely nothing. -- Descartes